It scared me a bit to see my kudos so low. There was a time when seeing a two week old fic only having 82 kudos would have destroyed me. I am sensitive about comments, kudos, likes - all of it. But since I started this webpage, I have found my true squad.

You are the ones who lift me up every day and keep me from falling. You keep me motivated to write and to give you everything I've got. I don't know why I have never been a popular writer, I think my work is good enough.  It has been seven years and I still obsess over it and I don't know why. 

But I do know that YOU love me to the point of breathing air into me. I am so thankful to you. Thank you, thank you, thank you. And if you are one of those 82 kudos who is reading on AO3, thank you for being a shining star. I wish I could explain how much I appreciate all of you.